»Horrid, dreadful, appalling...

Blagh! It's awful! I could not make a single thing that looked decent so this is staying up until I can somehow find a way to make something that doesn't make me want to poke my eyes out. It's so white, so bright compared to everything I normally make... eesh.

In other news, just over a month into school already, oh god! Personally, I feel its going unbelievably slow, but maybe that's because I've been in a dreadful mood for the entire month. Oh yes, the entire month could be an exaggeration but the bad things always seem to outway the good... funny how that always appears to be case, isn't it?

I did go to an Elton John concert around the middle of September, that was alright I guess. I have a few pictures, even a video of "Bennie and the Jets" (my favorite... mostly because of Katherine Heigl and James Marsden's rendition in 27 Dresses; a movie and a scene I find radically hysterical) but the camera on my cell phone is pretty sucky and I can't find my cord to upload them :[ boo.

Lots of reading being done by me, well more than I ever have (excluding this past summer, did lots of reading then too). Mainly I read the four House of Night novels by PC Cast and Kristin Cast. And I read a few other books too... speaking of, I updated my lists and a number of other pages with small changes. What else, what else? Nothing. How fascinating a life I lead.

        »Just a few things...

Because I am horrid.
But I felt like replying to some comments.

1. Jayde: HE IS! He's just really far in the distance, barely able to see.. :/ :] Tehee..

2. Angie: If only it was postponement! Even if Breaking Dawn wasn't my favorite, I love the characters too much to let their futures be unknown! Aw, James McAvoy; a guy I had a crush on reminded me of him so much it was creepy! Can't wait for Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist/Michael Cera either! But I agree, too many changes in just the trailer. OOH! I listened to MGMT (and Jack's Mannequin that you were advertising over at your site.. hehe) and I love them even though I only had time for a few songs. Thanks for the tip! :D


I'm trying to make a new layout but it's not going well. It's been over a month and I wanted to change things around... even if I might not be renewing my domain come November. I don't know if I'll have any money or enough to do so. I'm going to feel empty not having my own little space online; I'm pretty sure I've had one for the last 3 or 4 years. :[

More of an actual post when I get a layout together. :]

        »Nothing if not pathetic.

So at midnight, I went to get Breaking Dawn... was it yesterday? I guess, right? Finished in less than 24 hours on like 4 and a half hours of sleep, so I'm pretty proud of myself for that. That sounds... pathetic or self-something, but I really could care less. Anyhoo, onto my thoughts on the actual book. Hm, well, they're conflicted for the most part. I enjoyed it, I love the characters too much not to. It wasn't really what I was expecting it to be at all... it very much reminded me of fangirly fanfiction or something. Had my doubts at a few points; I felt like I had gotten the wrong book... it just didn't have that same spark as when I read the others for the first time. Or maybe it's just my crappy mood rubbing off onto everything else; I really don't know. But in the end, I still enjoyed it. There was closure and I still loved the characters, so that was good.

Hm, not much to report in my meaningless life. I'm back at my mom's house so I should be able to get some graphic-y things done if I push myself to do so but it might take me a couple days. I'm rather unmotivated these days. I did update a few lists. I'd forgotten and bought some books and I've watched a few movies.

Because that it how pathetic I am, that is all. Thanks for your comments :]

        »*Gasp* How shocking!?

Phew! Oh my, has it been forever or what? Yeah, not quite, but its been a long ass time. Sorry about that. My interests verred away from web/graphic design and although I am no where near as interested as I once was, I did sort of miss it.

Anyhow, it's summer and I have quite a bit of time on my lazy hands so here I am, later than I expected but nonetheless. And no, not really better than ever or anything... just back online with a new layout and well, not too much else. Not a lot to show for all the work I put in; a lot of stuff is under construction but I'm hoping that I can make myself finish things up before the end of summer. Some things will have to wait for a while, like my portfolio... I'm at my dad's and he doesn't have PSP on his laptop unfortunately. Fearing Dark is back online also. Go have a look. Just premades available at the moment, sorry. Also, I felt no real need for a main page or comments there currently so let me know what you think of things over there in your comment here :] However, I'll be suprised to even get one comment, it's been so long since I've updated or anything that I'd be suprised if people still came here. But I'd like to say thanks if you still do, I appreciate it!

Other news... obsessed with Twilight still, can't wait for Breaking Dawn on Saturday; although I do hope to get my copy at midnight. Also obsessed with Doctor Who; great show... compelling and hilarious! Hmm, not a whole lot else to say at the moment. I'll post an actual blog at a later date perhaps. Not much to do this week besides rereading the Twilight Saga.