»Hate this crap.

Urgh! I freakin' hate cutenews. With its spammy comments and odd deletion of actual comments! Really quite irritated. I'm really thinking of getting rid of it... what do people recommend for blogging?

In other lameness. I graduated from high school. Yay. That's done. Most people will probably say that I will regret it, but I decided not to attend the ceremony or any of the other stupid functions. Just pointless if you ask me. Plus, for four years I didn't go to any other event, I didn't have anyone I really felt the need to say goodbye to, and I just really didn't see the point to attend something that I knew would make me feel uncomfortable and probably induce some form of panic attack. Anyhow, I really hope I don't regret the decision... I don't think I should, it's silly to regret things. I just want to remember that it wasn't me to go now, so down the line, I shouldn't think that I should have gone. The only thing that's been a problem is my family... I think they understand, they didn't really seem to care that I didn't go. I mean, not really... but then they've been a little mad or sad that I didn't go. Which was predictable but when I brought it up to not go, they didn't care... so why now? would they care? Are they regretting letting me make the choice? Maybe. I don't know.

I'm getting more and more upset that I don't have my PSP, and I've been stupid looking at picspams like mad... making me want to make a million of my own. Boo. So I'm trying to drown the loss with re-reading the Harry Potter books before the new movie... but unfortunately that's just causing excitement over the movie, me searching for things related to the series online and me wanting to either make a picspam or make a new layout. It sucks.

Well now that this angry rant is over I don't have much else to say. God, I'm surprised anyone comes here at all and comments none the less. Well, aren't I just feeling sorry for myself... I'll shut up now.
Posted on 26 Jun 2009
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        »Two notes.

Sad note: my PSP is goners. My mom's computer is done so now my program is too. So bummed out... going to have to look harder for one online. And my mom needs a new computer which sucks, it will take her forever to get one... and it'll be a while before I'll be able to get a laptop of my own. Still need to get a job, blagh.

Happy note: four miserable years come to end in a week's time! Yay, non? Plus, I finished one of my four classes early - yesterday... so I only have three finals next week. One of which isn't much of an exam, it's an interview. Another is my art final and we have four hours to finish it. I have yet to actually start my project though, I've been extremely uninspired. And my English final won't be too bad. So an easy end will be nice from, again, four miserable years.
Posted on 12 Jun 2009
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        »I miss my psp x...

I haven't been around much lately as you may have noticed, but every time I go to someone elses' or my own sites, I get sad... I just want to make graphics, darn it! I miss my paint shop pro x! I've been wanting to make some graphics, especially a new layout for the site, forever! But my mom's computer is messed up, soooo slow it takes like half hour for the program to open. She is getting it fixed so hopefully that's done soon and my program hasn't been wiped away, because I have no way of getting it back. I've looked on amazon and ebay, etc but I can't find one for sale that will ship to CAN, or that doesn't look sketchy.

Also, I have been rather busy... with personal stuff and it being my last year of high school. Pretty much stressed out, I tell ya. If I've neglected the site and commenting on all you guys', I really am sorry. I always get sidetracked, and again, been busy.

I'll be on summer holidays in about a month, and although I'll be getting a full or part time job, I'm hoping I won't be as stressed... and that my PSP X works... so I can (have time to) update around here.
Posted on 28 May 2009
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        »To Err is Human, to Argh is Pirate.

Well, somehow I've agreed to apply to the local university. Not exactly sure how it happened but someway, somehow... I thought the classes looked a tiny bit interesting and was thereby shanghaied into filling out an application. Yuck. I would have rather died than go to university in my hometown a little under a year ago. I still don't, but I just thought that putting off post-secondary things might make them harder to do down the line, even if was just a year or something. Not like I actually know what I want to do yet, still. I'd only take a few classes and then be working to save money so I could move away asap, transfer elsewhere maybe?

Elsewhere in life... 3 and a half months left until I graduate. Scary but yay! And it's probably less with Easter Break, a variety of days off, and then the whole crap-tacular lot of grad-prep stuff. And while speaking of school. I'm nearly finished The Lord of the Flies for my English class and may I just say... why do they have us read things such as this? It's depressing! Almost everything I've read through school has contained a death or some devastating tragedy, or simply, someone is just depressed. It's extremely bizarre if you ask me, especially when there is concern for teens being depressed or suicidal, and what not. Anyhow, it's a strange book and I know how it ends (because somehow I saw the movie beforehand - in another class no less, like in my first year of high school... weird), it just makes me shudder.

I made the mistake of starting to re-watch Buffy/Angel again. Not so much a mistake, because I adore the show(s)/characters... but now I'm all obsessive again. Ah well. And I probably would be obsessed with twitter if the computers I had access to weren't crap and my cellphone would let me on but I do have an account... it's nothing special. But thanks to Krissy, I'm a little addicted to WeHeartIt.com... here's my heart.
Posted on 18 Mar 2009
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